Ambitions...

I've decided, yes, yes I have. I'm moving to Canada. Alright, alright, I know. Canada, really? Thats what I was convinced of too. However, after my recent visit, my mindset has been completely transformed. It's freaking gorgeous up there. Seriously, it is. And it's like stepping back in time, which, for a blubbering romantic like myself, is pretty awesome. Maybe I'll find a school up there to go to. I wonder what the probabilities of something like that are...Well, I suppose ambitions are good to have..they keep you moving forward in life.

An Unearthed Introvert

One of my favorite things in life are summer storms. There was one today, and when it was over I went outside in my bare feet and traipsed around, holding a bouquet of heliotropes. I guess I was dreaming up something heavenly, and forgot about the obnoxious "after drizzle" of the storm. But that is something I do regularly... I will go off someplace by myself and be perfectly content with my own thoughts. I suppose it could be called my "Willowmere". I've been thinking about this "other side" of me lately. I used to consider myself a full blown extrovert, and introversion was something to be avoided. But now I'm thinking I fall somewhere in the middle. It may be because of the shifting seasons of my life (usually I'm pondering on my future), in which I case, I suppose such thinking is necessary. But other times, I'm simply dreaming up wild fantasies...hmm..aren't I a little old for that? Well, I guess that's just me.


"Isn't it splendid to think of all the things there are to find out about? It just makes me feel glad to be alive--it's such an interesting world. It wouldn't be half so interesting if we knew all about everything, would it? There'd be no scope for imagination then, would there?" --Anne Shirley